Everyday I struggle to keep my sanity. Sometimes I'd love to see the world burning around me. People screaming and the smell of smoke would remind me that the world isn't always boring. Sometimes I simply would love to be in total darkness listening to music for eternity. No country though. Sometimes I'd just love to travel. Never being anywhere more than a week. Sometimes I'd like to talk to someone with similiar interest. But that person doesn't exist. Sometimes I'd like to fall asleep only to wake up just before death to say "Goodbye world. It sucked being here.". And sometimes I can't think of what else to say so that's it for today.